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Monday, October 18, 2010

A Bit of Fry and Laurie - The Christening

a commen mentality in todays church. keep watching past the naming bit and i think ull find it both funny and interesting.

Cowboy Dressage Horses and Pretty Ladies

Everyone know's I'm a horse fan, or more correctly a horse fanatic, but I found this video and I just thought it was so cute. It has this awesome snarky little poem at the end that makes it worth it

the ramp - chosen - prophecy

Prophecy to the dry bones!!! We need to be the ones who declare over our generation new life. In a time when everyone is uttering words of death to the youth we can speak life.

I will Run - Chosen

A powerful look at what it means to sacrifice yourself and what you love for Christ. I have watched this video over and over again, and it's still powerful to me.

GO! - Paul Washer

A real look at missions and doing mission work. Let's be honest about what we are doing.

Hush by Shawn McDonald

This song has been a great comfort as I spend such a long time without my Father to speak to me, and it reminds me that God is also our father and we can speak to him in the same way.

Don't forget who you are.

Over the past three weeks, during times of prayer and seeking after God there has been one theme to every word I have received. It’s a simple concept, which is that I don’t forget who I am. It is easy to lose one’s self so far from home, when you are so far from the things that you consider to define the essence of your character. Sometimes I feel how much I have changed and it is as though I am a completely new person. This is not all bad, but there is a note of it that can turn for the worst.
E.E. Cummings advised, "To be nobody but yourself - in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting."
            We will all receive criticisms on our personality, the way we go about things, the way we speak, carry ourselves, look, think, and even things we would consider to be inherent to our very character. It sounds backwards, but this is actually for the good because that when you know what about your personality is unnecessary and holding you back, and what parts are important. Everything we make must go through the fire, and it’s important to note that most of those criticisms will come from friends and the only reason you get them is because they love you. Only a friend would take the time to tell you what you’re doing wrong.
 Proverbs 27:5 says “an open rebuke is better than secret love.”
And Proverbs 13:1 states that “A wise son heeds his father’s instruction. But a scoffer does not listen to rebuke.”
There is a difference between listening and doing, and if what is said does not promote you then disregard it.
Proverbs 12:18 says “There is one who speaks like the piercings’ of a sword, but the tongue of the wise promotes health.”
 Some things will be said that will hurt like a sword but it’s important to take it for what it’s worth and ignore the style in which it was said.  
            How does all of this advice about criticism link to self identity? Well the answer is that if you know yourself and who God made you to be then it doesn’t matter what kind of advice or hardship you encounter. It can shake your house like a hurricane, but the house you have built will be in the foundation of the knowledge of who God made you to be. This kind of knowledge will carry you through the hard times, and it has nothing to do with what your good at or what your favorite color is. It’s not that simple, it’s knowing what the bare essence of your spirit is and proclaiming it. After this, it wont matter what you hear, only that you can grow and know that everything is meant for your good, and not for evil. 

God bless.
                

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My testimony of History Maker Bible School

                Before I came to Harvest Bible University I was living a quite happy and boring life in Washington State, and going to school as a college student. Then about six months before the actual bible school started I felt restlessness in my spirit. It was something that had been building up for the last two years and it came to a point where it was as if I could not rest anymore because of this uneasiness I felt, and this need to leave. Then shortly after I had firmly decided there was something wrong with me my Mother reminded me of the bible school starting in Singapore in the church we had previously attended. That seed of a thought stuck with me and grew into a question of “why can’t I go half way across the world to study God’s word?” 


              After this occurred to me God spoke to me in an un doubtable voice saying that I needed to leave and go to Singapore. When people ask me why I am here in Singapore my only answer is that God told me to go and so now I’m here. At the point in which God spoke to me and I began to make plans to leave it was only three months before the school actually started and so I dropped everything, got a full time job and worked to get the money to be in Singapore. Since that time before I left, I feel as though I have become a totally different person from the woman who stepped off the plane so many months ago.


                     I came with only a hungry heart, not knowing even what it was I wanted what I was called to, or even a basic understanding of myself in many ways. Now as I stand in this place and think on a week ago, a month ago, and all the way to the beginning I can feel and see myself growing like a sunflower. This school has done far more for me than simply equip me with biblical knowledge, as most schools do, it has changed my very being.